The first time was.......

...great! Allahuakbar kabira !! I now know how negative i am to myself and to God, that i think He will test me with a hard exams qiestion.
Due to the wedding preparation, i don't have enough time to revise lectures so yeah hahha, uknow what i meannn. Cmon.

But still, i give my best and burn not only midnight oil, but all oils i had (yes im making joke here please laugh ) to maintain the cgpa.

Hope im doing well here. Amin.
Allah always full with wonderful expectations and magnificent wonders.

Whatever it is, HE NEVER PUT US IN UNBEARABLE HARDSHIPS .

Remember that 😙

#thatiswhatiforgotjustnow

Aku tak pasti kau ni..

..kau ni..sebenarnya perli aku ke benci aku? Kau nak ape sebenarnya? Menggelabah je dua tiga hri ni.. cakap depan tetamu terjerit2.. eh..seganlah..

Kalau aku cakap reason aku, nanti jatuh riakla..kata berlagak la.. so k diam kau pulak perangai menjadi2..

Biarlah ain.. sabarlah ain.. depa xtahu kau dh buat apa.. kau pun nk struggle final exam lagi.. kau mana boleh puaskan hati semua orang.. nanti badan kau yg merana.. let THEM BE. THEY ALWAYS THEY.

My Allah bless all these.
And may Allah gives me the Best End. Amin.

Kali ni

..final kali ni is sem akhir aku. But the tremors of it ripples like 15 magnitude of skala rithcher cuknow?
Im so mess up. And still.

So ak pk, theres no way out yet unless ak tune back mind set tht im wayy thinking THIS too negative, too seriously.

Exams are not the apocalypse.

Hold your guts, Ain.

This will end very very soon.
Veryveryvery soooon.

Ease me Dear Lord , Amin.

#igrowbutterfliesinmystomach

I hope i wake up tomorrow and fall in love

...with my final exams preparation, notes and all..

Amin.

Bias boas bias

Respect is what any decent human being would do to each living but that doesnot mean that he/she agree to everything you say.

I cannot and i dont want to comment much but i can conclude that being bias, unfair and judgemental are worst off.

No matter how well-educated we are, have great background, and grand social status, but attitude has always been the core of everything.

Back to basic.

Human nature.

We want and we like to be treated fairly and dearly.

Remember.

May Allah bless our efforts.

Scrap the assignments craps

Aku jenis yang memang aku nak luah semua salah kau dalam kerja tapi bila akhirnya, ending tu berakhir dgn lg baik dr ak jangka, aku kuburkan marah tu.
Tapi aku rasa kau patut tahu juga betapa teruknya kualiti kerja kau.

Kau bertikam lidah sedangkan kau salah. Kau tak save kerja. Kau hilangkan 90% effort yg dah team kita buat. Kau tipu aku lagi?

Aku diam.

Aku pengsan hr tu.
Aku lambat ke kelas, berhadapan dgn Dr. Yg garang gila sebab? Nak tutup sampah dalam kerja kau hantar kat aku.

Hah.
Ya.
S-a-m-p-a-h.

Kau tahu mcmana susah nak bersihkan sampah? Nak kena angkat, sapu, mop, guna pewangi, salin plastik baru, so, basically, kau lah pain in our team.

And bayangkan, last minute?

Hey, i did it! - alone!
Like how can your works be that crap? U sent me two sentences to explain sth very broad and complex? Only two sentences?? Really??

Ok fine.

You got your life.
Stay away from me. From us.
I dont people who cannot contribute in my team.

Keep your lies, your looks, your ATTOTUDE, your over jokes that hurts people evrytime, safely in your hands.

Its contagious.

Sic.