Art & Science Streams.

         "When both are equally important, then its not the time to choose, its time to learn both."- Ain

When I was in high school, I was exposed that science stream was the best of all-the real reason you went to high school and graduate with all glory of being science major(er). But the thing was, my soul spoke arts. the intricate language of gazing and observing paintings while generating their meanings. I was so determined that i got enough with 1-year science and it was my time to speak my heart out. So, i told my teacher that I want to shift to Art Stream that year. 

It wasn't foolish nor empty, but its my passion and reality. But, many people didn't see Art my way- or they taught its isn't my way. I got yelled and she was so furious and until now, I still think what have I done wrong? 

But, I was so young that time and I didn't own my own future that much so I went with majority and graduated with Science Major. 

Ever since I knew how Art was very very intrigue, I looked up every single thing as an ART. I love all sorts of art activities/programs or anything related to it. Culture, Languages, Art of Cooking & Food, and History are those that always caught my attention. Later, I found out that actually, all thing around us are arts. From hand writings to real paintings, everything seems attractive and carries meanings. Each art reflects personality and behavior hints. It was so mind-blowing that I decided to change my major after long consideration. 

Even years passed on, and my choice of shifting to Art Lesson wasn't approved back then, but I never gave up on Arts. Science had become my blood and Art is my soul. I don't think I am able to choose between Arts and Science because both lived in me and they keep growing each day. They are like living things, symbiosis and complement each other. It impossible to separate them and there is no way I'm capable to choose which one I can live without.

 So, I keep myself alert on new technologies, especially latest findings in Medicine and Health. It was my dream too, once, to be a doctor but God knows best that Art is my way. 

So you see, if it wasn't because of my teacher yelling to me, and greatly made me stay on Science, I might not graduate with any major because I most probably be in deep dilemma far too long and left behind even before I make my choice.  (Thank you Teacher :) deep from my heart)  And, you must have faith that if something is meant to be your way, you will be in that way despite of everyone saying "No" to you. 

I realized that all these happened for many reasons and amazingly, they happened at the best time. Everything falls right on time; when Allah knows you are ready and equipped to face it. 

Alhamdulillah, syukur. 

Now. I'm in my final year in learning Art Based-Linguistic Major in Dip. in Eng and currently, am doing my internship at a private company. I couldn't be much more contented with where I am right now and with all blessing Allah graces on me. 

May all these gratefulness always in track and may all of us achieve success Here and There After.

Amin.