Job That Cries Blood

Okay.
Let's start the story with "I AM NOT FROM MARKETING BACKGROUND"
But I believed in myself and I like to try many things. You know, exploring different sectors and get as much experience as I can but today is the WORST DAY as an intern.

I'm working with my mother and getting scold by your superior a.k.a your mother is suck!

I literally cried just now.

The things is, there is nothing proper in my office. even the letterhead is errrrrgh. And now my superior is most probably up high in the sky, on her way to Egypt for vacation.

I was left all alone, with a quotation to settle however, the editing processes (ssss) of that letter took soooo longgg I tell you, and it is so exhausting.

To be honest, I'm not even know how to fully utilize the Microsoft Word. Yess Yess i have soo soo much to learn (and i'm willing to be coached) but, plus Marketing skills? -whattsssss that word??!

I'm an open book, and I'm willing to learn ONLY IF I AM SUPERVISED WITH MY SUPERVISOR but the thing now is, my supervisor has flew away.

Whenever I think about it, I admit I have my mistakes and I did not even think to ask her what to do with the quotation? How to send it? What do I do?

I've been here only a week and marketing is not my background and my supervisor is gone so . . . yeahh.

I am totally clueless.
So I got big fat scold from Puan Masziana because I didn't asked my superior how to send the quotation?

I was terribly down because I'm not even know half of the thing I type on that letter.
And the scolding was in front of my HR Officer.

I still remember I told my mother that I am okay with high expectation ONLY IF ONLY IF ONLY IF I HAVE MY SUPERVISOR GUIDANCE.

I will rely 200% to her and now that 200% is somewhere in the sky.

Puan Mas told me to open the email so i did it from Miss Aisyah account at her place while she scolded me right at my right ear.
I told her sincerely that I just learnt how to make a quotation yesterday. I didn't learn anything else at all. I'm still a loser with the server. I'm still struggling memorizing codes, passwords, acronyms and steps of how things done at this office.

She took it as "Kau jangan menjawab ni kat office."

OH. OKAY.

This is wrong. Even a particle of me did not mean to menjawab her at all.

Realizing how bad this can be, I kept it all in, bury it deep down my throat, wishing this all never happen and that I got a job at somewhere else.

SHE who scold me is my MOTHER.
Oh. this is hard.
And I need that word, PROFESSIONAL.
BE that one Ain.

Then she told me, to send it by email so go get it signed, scan color and make cover letter for that quotation.

COVER LETTER FOR THE QUOTATION. .

WHAT IS THAT?!

So I asked her, how to make a cover letter?
She told me to get it signed first.

Okay fine.



Pfftttttt.

I can see where all this going to. I can guess how worst off my day would be.
I can predict what will happen next week.

I should be positive but i am really scared, Really really scared.
What will I write in my log book later?
Who is going to give me work?
Who is going to teach me how to deal with this marketing and quotation?

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