Spicyness? Heck

My family and i love love love spicyness. We all do. We cannot live without it. We must have that savoury-ness and the ever amazing sweat drop and snot and watery eyes aftermaths of spicy dish.
But i was told to refrain from spicy food as my "dont's" for hyperthyroid .
(Kind of impossibility i couldnt believe i made it till today, yeay!)

So the things went on smoothly..
No spicy food-ok
No cili padi-ok
No red green berlada-ok
Its all ok.

I thought i'll be fine and this temporariness will ease soon but heck it!  I was totally wronged!

All these No-ok No-ok don'ts had made me intolerable even to the slightest spicyness.

Not. Even. A. Little.

Day by day, my mother started to notice me changing and altering the level of spicyness in my food choices. And i cannot fake it so i be honest  to my family.

"I'm sorry guys. You gonna have to move on with chillies without me." 😢

"I'll be rooting for our family. But i won't eat them."😢

*cries*

And since i'm studying at UPSI which is in Perak, i am GLAD THAT PERAKIANS DON'T EAT/ COOK SPICY FOOD THAT MUCH OMG IM CHAGING MY MIDDLE ID NUMBER TO 08 NOW.

(Any Perakians here? Oh hye BFF! Kirim salam kat mak.)

*wink*

Up until now, i will make sure to ask the cooks "How spicy is this? Rate for me please? Thank you. May God bless you people." for every dish contains chillies.

Lame huhh?
I'm like a kiddo so afraid of chillies and its embarassing
For Malays especially, eating spicy foods show braveness, self-power like a transition from child to adult but heck it (again) who cares ? If this chillies cause me diarrhea, stomachache, dizziness and insomnia at night, I RATHER BE THAT KIDDO WHOM AFRAID OF CHILLIES.

My point is, if you cannot do something because it reached your self-limitation, forced your body, and caused negative effects on you, THEN DON'T DO IT!

Heck it( yes, again) if people downgrade you for lame excuses but YOU CAN'T YOU SHOULDN'T AND YOU WON'T COMPROMISE YOUR HEALTH-for any reason AT ALL!

So stay cool like that. Chill.(ies). People speak but they get tired eventually. If they don't?

Heck it Heck it Heck it.
(again again again!)

*hands on shoulder*
*cringe*
*roll your eyes*

             Lulz.