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I am always jealous over other people who are far more successful than me.

It's a positive jealousy-of course.
Like these days, my fellow course mate is promoted to be a leader even she just been an intern for a month. And, that is the first time the company made that history. Others, like Vivy Yusof whom I adore so so much keeps on climbing on higher and higher and I just cannot stand looking at her success without being as successful as her.

And I always want to be like them because I know exactly how sweet it is to be on top of the chain after a long haul. I've been there before and it's a lie if I say I don't want to repeat the history.

BUT the thing is, I also been in a situation where I become so greedy and trying to grab all the success I thought I can. BUT I cannot.

There is this Malay proverb, "yang dikejar tak dapat, yang dikendong berciciran." which means, you are so busy chasing something else ahead that you are actually losing what you already have by now.

And it hits me when bit by bit of my hard work on other things are gone and I end up getting no recognition of my work.

After those days, whenever I see those people getting better in their life, I am still jealous and it hurts my pride, why can't I be like them?
BUT that doesn't mean that I don't learn from the past and I forget what I said before.

So, I realized that WE as human, we should be wise to choose the path we want; the career, studies, or hobbies. We need to believe that each individual have different path and they like different things. We have unique preferences and we also have different needs to fulfill in this life. We have different targets and different hearts to please. So we work out on something for different purposes and that's why we cannot do too many things at one time. We cannot be too greedy in chasing success until we didn't see the essence of our hard work-the bigger picture. And the most important are the Blessing and Integrity in the work we do.

Of curse, we need idols as our role model.
We can Adore other people as much as we can but remain faithful to our self.
Be good to our self, be good to others. Never lose track of own identity. 
That is the most important in life.

BE GREAT in what ever responsibilities given to us. It is okay if you are not good in all thing because that is human nature; we are not perfect all the way from heaven.
We are very very unique to each other and possess different abilities and gifts.
Try to embrace that specialties and the flaws because without it, we won't learn.

And the highlight is, Allah is there, always and forever. In any situation, in any condition.
BE GRATEFUL IN WHATEVER GIVEN TO US because He knows it all-The only BEST for us.
Pray a lot and ask for His Favor to ease our journey.

May all of our wishes come true. [+  lot of hard work & effort. ]