Lecturer

TOday is the day...! My lecturer come to assess me on my industrial training. I was worry to received her visit because she does look scary and stern. However, I was totally wrong! She was very soft-spoken and full of motherly personality. I was so happy that our first meeting was great and friendly. 

THE BAD THING is that I was over talkative and I regret that.

*face palm triple times*

I was so happy that I finally met her [and I did not know why I'm that happy], and I started to be talkative to tell her all my experiences and tasks done at BERKAT. I was eeeeeextremly comfortable with her that I think I shouldn't be like that cause it was OUR first meeting but, she was so comforting and so understanding that at times I thought her as my friend. 

We are so honored that my company  Founder a.k.a Managing Director joined us in the meeting room for the audit. [sangat...]

And I'm still telling her stories of what happen here and did little tour guide for her to know the neighborhood companies. 

Basically, I DID NOT STOP TALKING.

I keep on talking, showing how happy I am to be in this company [which I truly AM] and to share the uniqueness and specialties of my OH Clinics compared to the other clinics. 

I send her to the way out and we still converse through the whole way. 

*face palm me again*

She said she wanted to go around the NU Sentral Mall and I offered to show her around. She politely declined saying I must go to work. Yes, that is right. I quickly regret the offer I made. 

So off her went into the crowd straight into the mall. Before I let her go, I shook hands and salam her. It was natural and I like the no-awkwardness situation in our first meeting. 

But, what borther me so much is that , I left her a message telling her thank you and i hope we have more time to talk and i appreciate her visit and hope she has a safe journey back home. 

SHE DIDN'T REPLY ME ...!

Am I being too friendly? Am I doing something wrong some where?

Am I pushing her somehow? Am I doing things right? Or did I spoke something wrong which I think maaaaaaaaaybe I did but during that moment, she was in the conversation too. She was laughing VERY VERY HARD. and LOUD... 

I just hope she ran out of credit [which is ridiculous because I'm sure she used the billed ones] & that's why she cannot reply my text.

But above all, I hope and pray that she reached home to her family safe and sound.

Aminnn.