Different feelings

I've been on hang for awhile these days. I feel different. Whether its signs or just my emotions mix up, I honestly don't know. You know, death is inevitable. Every living will face the death. Its Allah promise. And these days too I have been exposed to too many death reminders like going to grave, a lot of people around the neigbourhood passed away, I received many news on people that kicked the bucket, accidents on the road and others.

Its not a good feeling. It feels different. It doesn't feel good at all. But above all, Allah knows it all.

Everyday, I'm teaching myself to always always always revert back to Allah SWT. I did so many bad things that I honestly feel I'm not forgivalbe at all. But IF that is true it musn't be true at all because Allah SWT IS THE MOST FORGIVING IN THE ENTIRE UNIVERSE. I am a sinful servant that I even disgust to think of sins I've committed. But I want to be forgiven by Allah. ALLAH IS THE MOST FORGIVING & I believed that ENTIRELY.

May whatever journey I'm in, whatever future may hold, whatever will happen anywhere, I'll always revert back to Allah, to Islam, and realised that we all have only Iman and Islam as sources of living.

                      NOTHING ELSE MATTER.

                             ISLAM ❤ IMAN