Pre-raya

I don't know where to start but if you read my previous posts , maybe you'll get a bit of idea where this leading to. As Raya is coming, so the wars too.

Everyone in the house gets like 'panic attacks'. Everything needs to be done in a day when we are all fasting. I mean, hold on mom. You may be good tho but most of us especially me, I'm not. I cannot cope with too fast track of house chores; cleaning, vacuuming, dishing, cooking, cookies-ing, washing, curtain-ing ALL IN ONE DAY straight!

It is insaneeee. What kind of insanity is thiz??
I totally freak out and flatttt. I mean, let's do things one at a time. We still have time. Don't be too rush. No point. Let's focus on the important first like prayers, fasting, Lailatulqadr and add on SOME daily  chores some where in between. But not all to be done by today. I know my mon is ALWAYS ethusiastic about households and chores especially during Raya but we have no one else to clean up the house. It always us to do it, every year every raya. And this year is a bit havoc because I already started working so I am totally exhausted. Weekend is my only savior but in this house there is never a Saturday nor Sunday.

Its so so so TIIRING I wanna cry so badly.
Give me a break. My bones are breaking already 😷😖😔😫😭🙏