Baju Raya

Two days straight at Danau were exhausting to the max ! I hatttteee going there. If you say it was for shopping, how can you shop when you can't even look at the shop at all?? They were crowded and people came like ants all over the world trying to get one sweets! Insane.

And I don't get my baju raya yet because they were pricey tho! With all the cramped place and stuffy and really really hot but the price is expensive, the trips were not paid off ! Malls are better I tell you.

I'm not so into raya this year just wrap this with i have so much things happening on my plate. And I don't see necessity of having more than 1 baju raya. Not trying to say I'm cool tho but it just feel that way this year. Maybe coz I'm getting older and I got commitments to pay better than shopping and spending here and there.

Or mayyyyybeeeeee I'm more matured now who knows omg if its real that would be great.

I sensed that I only need so little these days. My feeling constantly changing every day. Its hard to remain with one concept daily. And I easily get distracted / losing interest like a snap. Uh-hoo.
I started to dislike extravagant dresses, sequins, heels and heavy make ups. I'm more into all simple and comfy and reliable and most important; prcatical. In other words, clothes  that can go straight into washing machine is great!

Slowly but surely, I'm losing attraction towards shiny things. And I don't wanna get unnecessary attention. I don't like to be too embossed in crowd. I love simplicity, moderate, humble & comfortableness.
I valued time even better thinking we have too little time on Earth. I don't like to thing too much on what to wear for tomorrow's workday. I don't really mind wearing the same blouse over again in a week as long I feel comfortable in them.

Guess I'm changing for the better.

And I started to prioritise things better like I didn't excited for Raya because Ramadhan is much much much more important and valuable compared to Raya. And Solat comes first before Puasa so make sure the prayers are taken care off well. Things like that.

I know I am a bad person. I never feel I kind enough for anyone. At times, I feel its impossible to forgive myself if I ever asked myself for that chance again.

But I know whats right and I know I gotta chase them no matter what.