Im so scared of death. All the time. The "what if" question got me really into depression and paranoia. I was and am scared right now thinking if i cannot see tomorrow's sunlight. I've been in this situation many times before but this time im into taking this as 'different' but i also think i will be okay later. I don't kbow what happens to me. Sometimes we just get emooo. I scared because i didn't have ebough good deeds for my self. I have owes to settle but i can't yet because im not working. Its so worrying. I cannot be at peace. I want to go to Mekah. I want to stay in Aleppo, Syria, Gaza, Palestine, to help them be with them. I have a lot to do.
Ya Allah, panjangkanlah umur ku dan seluruh ahli keluargaku Ya Allah. Ampunilah kami Ya Allah. Ampunilah kami.
May Allah be with you. Don't be worried about death. It is just a realities of life.
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