I've been thinking about death quite some times already for the past few months. Of course I'm scared thnking is this the signs of death? Am i going to die very soon?
Every living will past death. Thats for sure. But i'm scared thinking that i have too much to settle yet. I am not ready.
I feel pulses under my belly button and i don't know if it just me or what. Sometimes its there and sometimes its not. I had this before - the exact same situation, in fact worse but years past by & Alhamdulillah I still doing good. So thats why i doubt myself but im scared what if this time its is. Wallahu.
Ya Allah, panjangkanlah umur kami sekeluarga dengan kesihatan yang baik Ya Allah. Please . Amin Ya Rabbalalamin.
On other hands, i want to cook for my mother & abah tomorrow morning insyallah. My heart break to pieces when my mom told me she did not eat during the day to save money for us. I just can't.. words can't describe.. it feels so wrong.. so i try to make up for things like this. This should not happen you know.. she worked hard.. her job is not easy.. she needs food.. she needs energy, calories.
Ya Allah, please jagakan my mama..my mama...my mama.. and abah fot the rest of the life. ❤
Amin.
No comments:
Post a Comment