Bad habits

Bad habits are like subconscious mind. They just go along even when we don't realize it. We all have atleast one bad habits. At least.
Me? I have a lott.
Trying to change and gain better control of this ain't easy but all I want is this to over. For me to get over it. For me to leave these bad habits and move on with my life.

The worst thing of bad habits is it does what is does literally. Even when we don't mean it, even if we never intentionally want to do it, even if we try hard to avoid it (well try harder), even if we are in crowd or loved ones.

To snap these habits are fights too. It also a form of hijrah -a journey to Allah also a journey to be good person; a transition.
And the fact that hijrah is not always easy. Hijrah means to make you a better person in every aspect- upgrading ourselves to the new one. And for that you gonna go through tests. And this all means to let you start over even some start from the bottom, you'll gain the strength and source of acceptance and blessing from Allah dispersed throughout your entire life and the people in it. Hence, with the efforts you put in to your hijrah and if you do it seriously, honestly, and really really hoping for only Allah then rest assured, you'll never come back to the old habits Insyallah.

As far as I love to write and share, most of things written and said are all for myself. Its more like a monologue diary. So the bad habits I have are distracting me and controlling me most of the times, which I vow to myself to get this over as soon as possible.

Bad habits ain't fun. It ain't worth it. So here I am, wanting to change for better- for once and for good Insyallah.