Ever i wonder why would i contemplate too much about death?
After some reading, now i know why.
Human don't like death, departure and saying good bye to themselves or the people they love. Why?
Because we feel its against our nature. Its unbearable.
Why?
Because human are made to seek to the eternal. To seek for perfection. To seek for the ultimacy and honor that never fade. We,human, are made to find that everthing that last Forever.
We on Earth are simply temporary attachments to each other. Everything here is temporary adjustments for us. We dislike short term relationship with the people we like, we get frust on short vacation, we hate anger, we hate imperfection even we know its inevitible, we don't like it when we run out of money, we don't like it when good shows are over.
Why?
Because all the good things we feel; the relaxation during vacation, the laugh on funny movies, the fun, the smiles, the good food , good company and good shopping --they are NOT PARMANENT!
Instead, we are created to seek for parmanent. One pleasure that never die, never go away, and never end.
We hate temporarities because we used to be in Jannah, in Heaven where pleasures and funs are eternal and forever. Its the perfect!
When we are born to this world, thats why we try hard to make everything last forever and perfect. But, we can't. We just can't.
That's also why, we actually, with or without sense, are looking to God. Looking to Allah Taala. The Eternal, the One that never dies, the One that never leave, the One that always stay with us no matter what! That is Allah Taala.
During the apocalypse where all perished and become ashes, who will stay alive?
When everyone had left us, who will stay by ourside?
When everything is broken who will fix things right for us?
When no human can help us to save a life, who we turn to and seek help from?
Who will answer all our prayers in tears, in happiness, in sadness, in grieve, in silence, is it human?
No!
Its Allah.
So eiher we realize it or not we are actually looking for Allah The Only Eternal, the ONE THAT NEVER EVER IS AFFECTED BY ANYTHING.
So turn to Him. Turn to Allah.
I know we are still but stop now. Stop looking for parmanent in human creation. Stop looking for perfection from human. Stop asking honor and acceptance from human. Stop look for ultimate companion from other than Allah. Stop make human as priority whenever we seek for help.
If we want to feel the forever lasting of love and source of strength like we once feel in Jannah, then go back to Allah. Seek for Allah. Look for Allah. Begging for Allah forgiveness and mercy. Give everything you have to be close to Allah. Use all effort and make all sorts of good deeds to gain Allah love and blessing.
Then we will yearn the honor, the never ending love and companion from Allah Taala Insyallah.
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